Yes..This post is about PPS aka Librarians~
I still remember, the first time I signed myself
to the interview for becoming a librarian.
Well, I admit that I'm quite scared that moment..
when I sat in front of three big brothers & sisters.
That's why,
I failed my interview by answered "Dunno" for a question.
I began to feel sad,
only when I saw my friends changed their yellow clothes,
became a ketua/penolong XX in AJK..
& chat about something which I can't understand..
Then, there came the second chance for me--
The 2nd interview season.
I did quite well this time..
after prepared myself for a bunch of knowledge about PPS.
You won't know how happy I was, when I received the letter..
However, I faced hardship again when I was in duty..
seems that they thought I wasn't good enough..
which I dunno why till now, seriously..
The AJK came out a plan,
choosing either me & another girl to become a real PPS by voting.
This not the saddest part of all...when I realized my best friend
had chosen the other girl but not me...
But I remain silence & not asking why..
but tears shown that how disappointed I was for that issue.
Luckily, everything turned to a better side...
They approved me.
I felt appreciate fully to them..
& not to remember the sad case..
But I still in a so call
"Not so important" job in librarians board,
a guard at counter....
Hmm, if you quite not disagree with my opinion,
I could say that even the
"not so important"job also quite important..
cuz librarians board couldn't run well
if there was no security,right? =)
When I felt that,
yea this would be last for another three years of my life..
only standing beside the door as a PPS..
There came a chance for me to show my talent
--PPS Annual Dinner!
I took my job as an artist to design the backdrop & others..
became a leader in fashion show & dancing performance..
Then, they began to see who I really am.
I became a ketua perhiasan aka artist in librarians board,
doing stuff like decorating the backdrop for whatever
majlis by PPS, the notice board etc.
Quite number of people said to me that this job is hard..
Well I not say it's easy, but I do really enjoy this job!
Until today,
I still have a few jobs requirement running in my mind..
I think it had already became part of my habit~
It's hard to left this all thing behind.
But every start would come to an end.
We, as a senior of librarians today, have to left the jobs
to our beloved juniors..guiding them to follow our footsteps.
That's the thing I proud of, as a retired PPS..
at the same time, that' s the thing which recall me back
to every single event, meeting, job I did for librarians board.
Tears rolling in my eye, when our Chairman-AC was having
his last speech as a Ketua PPS.
Yes, we all love this board too much..till we not willing to left.
However, we could not stay but leave..
The only words that would always stay in my heart will be..
Once a librarian, forever a librarian! ♥
*Message especially to my juniors, do your best & let the board shine!
