Showing posts with label 自言自语. Show all posts
Showing posts with label 自言自语. Show all posts

Jul 14, 2016

Where to Find Courage?

Self thought post. Ignore if you in a rush, stop & read if you need a Chicken soup. :)

We always need courage and confident in doing something, 
by something that can be anything you need and must do, or you want to do, wish to do in daily life.
What if you losing courage someday in doing something? 

I were losing courage recently when having many things to do and doesn't know where to start.
More, doubting myself if these thing can be done by me. (that Really can? moment.)
So, I put myself in a position where I must find back my courage first than anything else.
One word that most discouraging me is IMPOSSIBLE,
when I would question myself over hundred times cuz I lack of trust on my ability, lack of confident.
Damn.

Just then,

"The only way to achieve the impossible is to believe it is possible." Alice Kingsleigh.

That's the quote from The Alice, on the right time I watched this movie on screen.
Referring her quote, funny thing is that I even doubting something that is possible, 
therefore I told myself let's give it a twist to trust even the impossible can be possible! 
Seems everything turns bright in a sudden! 
*See what happen when you jussst give a new thought to your mind? -,-


I could almost sum up this 115 mins movie as my personal motivation talk slide show, haha! 
Self Reflect Time!

Apart from all the inspiring scene in Alice Through The Looking Glass which never disappoint me,
which is also initial reason of making this movie a must watch for me, 
I just can't leave all the powerful dialog behind after really watching it.

Here's another one,
"You might not change the past, but you might learn something from it." Time said that.
Oh and Time, is a He. 
*Tips: Be really focus on dialog about him with the friends of Hatter at the Tea Party, 
it keeps you wonder++ and confuse++ when you start thinking heh.

Let's label changing the past equals to impossible,
so if the thing is impossible, I can't really do it or end with a success as it might call.
But, I sure would learn something from trying to conquer it, and that's what important in life.
I love to see when Alice recklessly used the Chromosphere trying to change the past,
but then she realize something more precious than simply changing it.
As everything in life happen for a reason, rather thinking that how the things should went like 
and start putting on words like "if I knew".. "If there's second chance.." 
I shall just let them go through the past and say, "Yea , that thing happened and turn out like this,
so I learn something from it.", right?

Okay it's getting late and I don't know what I am writing about anymore. 
(No I am not having Dory Symptom yea? Pls watch Finding Dory on last call lol!)

To conclude my post, go watch Alice Through the Looking Glass
if you love fairy tale, love nice graphic or costume or colors, love the storyline,
love the first episode Alice in the Wonderland,
or simply love Alice the brave girl who growing up with you in a reality yet still fantasy world.

Oh and I just dye my hair like this!

Ash green, purple and brown goes well. Sorry to the stylist as I was doubting him before seeing this outcome. He did a very good job plus made my hair looks healthier!

Night.



Aug 31, 2014

Chapters: Le Results

A silent update. 

Yes, I had done my final assessment in MIA with my best way!
Yes, I had graduated without regret!
Yes, I had my last result paper in my hand!
No, I haven't go to convocation with my square hat..it's in November haha!

Erm, a long caption of french I had posted on fb and insta about this photo.
Probably couldn't understand my post at all if not using google translate lol!

It actually means I had successfully made my wish comes true! 
The result, keep the best to the last, 
With GPA 4.0 finally! 
4 AAAApples yesh yesh yesh~ 
After once in semester 2 i think..
I wish so hard for this, you won't understand why is it so hard?
What had we overcome these days, those semesters...
with sweats, pain, tears, sleepless night, and happiness, cherish...
Thanks for each and everyone,
who supported me, helped me, taught me, scolded me, love me, or hate me...
you all are the essence couldn't be excepted,
for me to grow everyday.

A chapter in my life end.
Another chapter shall start.
Walk, run and fly,
to the place we named DREAM.

Keep the faith.


(Wrote this post in Merdeka night for no reason, lol! 
Merdeka! Malaysia Aku Cinta Padamu! )




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Jul 27, 2014

Finger crossed.

Photo: Collage of research.
#tribal

Back to blog
Right before I head to my final assessment
Right before I graduate.

Postponed can somehow lead to good or bad.
I have all thing ready but
keeps the worry on.
Think back,
I might not ready if there's no postpone lol.

Now, slowed down
all thing in life.
Which makes everything, yes everything
Clearer.

When oneself used to walk alone,
others realized
Some leaved, some stay,
some hang outs
without asking your attendance.
Yea lar always,
Bojio :P

When oneself knew
these are the steps
some steps would never cope up
would always been left behind
maybe,
it's the time to let go.

It's also the time
I shall think of my next step.
No matter huge or small
I shall just move!


Ahahaha what am I writing?
Ignore if I get you lost in this blog.
Just
another
crap
thoughts.

Finger crossed,
Can't wait to graduate
IN A GOOD WAY.



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Dec 30, 2013

2013 Review.


Year 2013 is about to end! Have you fulfilled all the mission that you set at the beginning of this year?
Or any big day big event big success happened through your life this year? 
Yes, I believe each of us did something great throughout this nor long or short 365 days. 
One fact is that, we all grown in this year after everyday we live, everything we've been through.

Well after recalling back my memories through this year, I would round up my 2013 to be a great year! I sincerely hope yours been great year too! :)



-Was started my year 2013 with bunch of close friends in a potluck party, and this year gonna be a BBQ+potluck+giftexchange like bigger party ever and I can't wait for it! It's tomorrow!!! Wohoo~

  

-Then next up is my birthday which celebrated in ZangToi restaurant one day before with my family and thanks my buddies to pop out during my tuition time lol! Seriously out of my expectation! Not to forget they planned the awesome dinner and supper with me on my birthday in Korean restaurant and a lil chilling time in The Library.



-The events that come after my birthday always...Chinese New Year! Gong Xi Gong Xi to every family of my friends. Yes I mean each and everyone in the picture, we went to visit 17 people's houses in a day! Crazieee Funnn!



-Then, there's numbers of work for me to complete..assignments assessment assignments assessment..Tougher than last semester and more problems I faced, but thanks these tasks that let me grow and be strong to face any difficulties in a higher level. Aikss, but sometimes failures do hurt isn't it? However even there's unlucky things happened, I believe that the one who climb the fastest not always the best, but the one that come up slower can view the scenery clearer than anyone. So, I would move on and wish for a better results next after all these challenge. Cheers.



-There's always two side of a matter. I am proud to say, I did achieve my goals in this year by joining the design related competition. 1st the MISF 2013 won 1st prize in Creative Art group and Consolation in Miniature shoes group located in PWTC, my honor to meet with Prof.Dato.Jimmy Choo OBE too! I had already visit the event last year and impressed by my seniors work you can imagine how excited I was to be on the stage this year!

 




-Next, Winner of Sakura Collection Student Award 2013 held in Tokyo Street Pavilion KL. I was so into this competition as I was impressed by the great culture and buildings in Japan. I still remember I was totally in cloud 9 when the moment I received my ticket to Japan!!! To confess, there goes my 1st flight in life sponsored by the Sakura Team!
*I've already posted the benefited greatly trip ever in my life so far before if you missed it can read through clicking these links. :)
vol.1 大阪Show
http://lavender-lim.blogspot.com/2013/10/10-days-trip-to-japan-vol1.html
vol:2 大阪市
http://lavender-lim.blogspot.com/2013/10/10-days-trip-to-japan-vol2-sightseeing.html
vol:3 奈良市
http://lavender-lim.blogspot.com/2013/11/10-days-trip-to-japan-vol3.html
vol:4 千葉
http://lavender-lim.blogspot.com/2013/12/10-days-trip-to-japan-vol4.html
vol:5 東京
http://lavender-lim.blogspot.com/2013/12/10-days-trip-to-japan-vol5.html



-I've always wanna try new things in my life since I was a lil girl, this year my friend had invited me to join their MV making for assignments in HanXing college. I was acting as a lady who found out her boyfie was in love with another girl and leave her. How sad! It's was totally my 1st time ever acting OMG! I am use to the holding microphone sing like the star in music but not so use to act in a lost and cry scene..and hug a "boyfie" I just knew that day was totally out of my expectation lol! Okay, after watched the mv I think if I wanna act again I'm gonna need numbersss of improvements and try act any scene but not crying scene, can't tears out like professional actress :(( Anyway, a new page in my life! ^^



-Wohoo! These gals all proudly graduated from Mr.Hew English Class this year after a 5 hours test! *Applausess... Miss our great Mr.Hew so much and hope to gather again in coming 2014! He is the best and most responsible teacher I've ever met! Thank him I can write my words more fluently. Besides, he always motivate me after he read one of my essay to major in fashion design. Thank you!





-Holding the post of President in my department, I've tried my best to make a better club. Therefore, events like joining fashion show, supporting classmates competition, exhibition, convocation,  farewell parties and most recently a "Gotong-Royong" had been held through this year! I like the way we work together, dress up especially during Halloween ahahaha! Hoping for a better year ahead in fashion department and I shall pass my post to the next responsible person :)) Jiayou~!




-How can my year left out of friend's birthdays? We had already make it annual eventssss to gather around when there's some of us birthday in restaurantsss...May our friendship bonding stronger and forever! Not to left out the board that make me a leader today, the SMKTC librarians board I love. This year I was able to join the fellow pps for another great annual farewell, great performances!


-Lastly, I had opened an account in instagram and I enjoy posting photos there starting now. AHAHA..will post more photos that inspired me, note down my fav events, and showcase my fashion parts. Hope to have more nice photos to come in 2014, just follow me : @lavenderlim018 :))

There it goes for my 2013 quick revise. Hope and wish for a better year ahead 2014!! 
2013--- 2014. Counting down 23:50...23:49...,23:48....  


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Mar 9, 2012

Busy Holiday


Well, current FB profile pic~ It was a "not new" photo
which my friend took for me during the nice genting trip on the January~

(*My FB:https://www.facebook.com/lim.lavender)
Welcome to add me if u are just a blog walker but not my fb friend.;)

Be a birthday celebration planner week ago..
2 Venue: Full House Qiant Batu 9 + Leisure mall....
Plan to decorate balloons and booked the party place for AC and Shin..
Watched movie in LM which named Mr and Mrs Gamble..
Hope they enjoy the day ~





Photos by Ac n Kelly..stay tune for more.
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Be a Hero?

So, about the longest holiday which I ever had and still going on now...
I'm actually "Ruined" the holidays with work...Grrrr~
One of my friend ask me:"So how's yr work goin? Is it fun?"
I've ans:" Hmm...not fun of course~ But the process and experience worth it."
Yea, that's what come to my mind. It's not an easy job..Not fun at the same time.
But if you never took part in the process, you'll never find out all the ques n ans.
Ending my days with tired bones and painy legs maybe is a hard time,
however when u finished and look back what you have done, it's a big satisfaction.

After working about two months..I slowly remember all my students name
and their cute lil face~ See...XD

And they all wear brandy all the time..LOL! Except angry bird la...
ELLE and D&G~ O.O

Okay..Hope I can add it a nice ending.That's enough.

Another biggest important thing for me is this..
The One Academy Fashion Art Competition!
The title is Futuristic Design.....and I just drew what come to me.
Wish me luck! ><


Bought NII Shirt few weeks ago..n waiting it to arrive at my door..
Hope it have a save ride from Korea to M'sia...Jae's T ><


Oh yea, love the new promotion Starbucks Coffee...
Cocoa Cappuccino...
Bitter plus sweet is my fav!
Guess what? Top up RM100 and u can get a card holder in RM18~
Go Grab both of them~ Hehe..

Till then, got to go for day celebration again later..LOL!

Cheers,

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Nov 30, 2011

那些年-忙考试呢!

青春是一場大雨。即使感冒了,還盼望回頭再淋它一次。


马拉松式的SPM终于接近尾声了。。虽然还要面对明天和接下来的华语
不过心头大石总是放下一大半呐!
如果要说这几天来我累集的心得,我的SPM大考也不过如此。
没时间想太多,手里就拿着一本厚厚的参考书读啊读的。
读完读不完,时间到了就得进考场拼了。
那经验。。。真的是“”。
读书读到眼睛累,睡眠不足精神疲累,
考试写答案写到手累....
不过终于还是熬过来的! 哈哈~
虽然考试重要,不过对我而言身理平衡更重要。
所以不顾三七二十一,看了两部电影歇口气。

第一部,是大家在面子书讨论得津津有味的“那些年
因为那么巧是我中学生涯的句号,所以看得特别有感受。
不过却不是和电影一样,而在电影院中离神了。
可能是因为我的这些年和那些年有一段差距吧...至少我班的同学没那么无聊。
但幼稚和遗憾倒是有的。
又有谁的中学生涯,过的毫无遗憾呢?
九把刀说的对,这部电影的确是拍给男生看的。
看戏院里笑个不停的都是男生就证明了这点。
不过如果你不介意过了点头的对白,加上有个美好的中学生涯,
这绝对是一部能让你回味过去的电影。
因为它就像是你记忆中的一部分,重演在你眼前


*那些年,我们都错过了那纯纯的爱情。


更多详情: http://www.appleofmyeye.com.tw/
下部电影,请继续等待。

*我还要练习画画去...向弯弯学习! ^^
还在考试的你,一起加油吧~

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Aug 9, 2011

Juz to release stress



Well, I actually can't really see clearly what I'm typing now...
After more than 15hours of classes..which include school time N tuition~
What I wanna scream in my blog is...I'm Really Exhausted!!
I have a lot of homework..school work...tuition work...and study ><
What's more? I just knew that tmr will be a test for us in class!
The worst thinggy is that's not a simple test, but ADDMATH~ ;(
Phew... after all the blablabla from me..u may think that
why this busy girl still have time typing words infront of computer?
Yea, this is a short break for me..so let me finish this post
N I will straightly jump on bed relax my tension eyes. =)

As I never renew my post for quite a long time..
I could probably just reload back some memorable things
that happen around me in these few weeks.
1. The Hair Treatment~
Straighten+Color+Treatment cost me RM300 ><
(Before)
(After)
So any different? ( pls say yes or not I'll cry for my 300bucks)
*Miss my curl and browny hair ><

2. The Cantonese class we had during free period in class..
It's totally unbelievable~! You will never want
to listen to 5S1 top students speaking Cantonese~ Lmao!
Hmm, the best example by ac that day:
New pronunciation for 番薯 in Cantonese : ƒīn shŭ.... XD

Hahahahahaa~ I laughed till tears burst out in the first time!
Yea It's all recorded in video and my mind too =P

3. The 5S1 photo session for magazine...
Really proud of them because they brought their class T
without reminder~
Thx to Wai kian the photographer too =)
I believe that it will be a fun N memorable page for us!
We are always: Stong & Mighty ^^

4. Then, It was the school photo session~
It's different compared to last year...Cuz last year was FUN!
I still remember few faces of Ex-Form 5 whose really dramatic~
Entertained the whole form 5 students in the hot condition..
Sometimes, I hope that time could be reverse back...to Form 4.
However this will never ever happen "Now" and we finished
photo session for year 2011~ (*Clapsss..)
Bravo to all edboard members & Jeff the photographer =)
Photo will only post up after I get them, hehe...

Oh yea, enjoyed buying a lots of Korean Lotte Stuff from the LM festival..
HyunBin's Tea,


Orange Juice which appear in the 原来是美男 OST~

Minam hand this over to her lover ^^
& others candy candy....

Candies make Lavender stay happy...
I believes that they can help to release my stress too =)
Good luck in coming trial and exam guys~

Lots of love,
LavenderLim ;)